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Name: Nicole[Nikki]
Birthday: 4/24/1989
Gender: Female


Interests: Stars // Poetry // Art // rain // Piano // Hair dye // black&white photos// Jennifer Garner // baseball guys// IRELAND~SCOTLAND & especially bagpipes<3 // purple&orange// shoelaces // musicians // lambs // singing // bows,ribbons // lipgloss // jewelry//frozen grapes // 50's/60's music// railroad tracks // car rides.// late night walks // gossiping // GIRLTALK
Expertise: gossping&talking bad about people w/meagan // tripping over stuff // // counseling britt&Alberts relationship


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Member Since: 7/30/2004

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Monday, April 18, 2005

New xanga name, which i think i might actually start updating :

emotiionspasm


Tuesday, March 29, 2005

In the last 24 hours have you..

Cried? no

Hugged someone? yeah

Kissed someone? no

Lied? i dunno

Snuck out of your house? no

Laughed really hard? yes

Gotten sick? no

Hung out with a friend? yeah

Got your feelings hurt? yeah

Been lied to? i dont know, maybe.
 What Would You Do..

If you saw someone shoplift? i dont care

If a loved one died?  i would cried

If a friend lied to you? um..depends on the lie

If your GF // BF were cheating on you? break up with them 

If something really embarrasing happened to you? i'd laugh and pretend like its all ok..then run away and hide

If someone insulted you?  depends on who/what its about..if its about my weight or looks i wouldnt care

If you found out a teacher at your school was a drug dealer // Child Rapist? mmm, i'd probably gossip w/friends about it..maybe for a day or two..just depends...drug dealer isnt a big deal..but uh...child rapist is...my friends and i would figure something out

If you found out someone in your family was stealing stuff from someone else in your family? i would tell that person..

If you found out your Dad was on Viagra?  gag

If something really bad happened to sliced your finger off or something else? i would bleed..and um...get help

 Your Emotions..

Do you tend to cry a lot?  yeah

Are you really emotional? yeah..sometimes i have my emo days..oh well

Do you get really bad mood swings? YES

Do you tend to get annoyed easily? yes

What annoy's you the most? i dont know....tons of stuff

Do your feelings get hurt easily? kinda

If another person said something mean about you, would it matter to you what they said? depends on the other person

Does it bother you if people talk shit on you? i dont supose

Does food change how you feel? no

Have you ever cut // done drugs to feel better? unfourtunetly

 Your Apperance..

Are you tall or short? medium i guess

What color hair do you have? at the moment : my normal color roots, lightlight reddish/brownish, black tips

Do // have you died your hair? yes

What color eyes do you have? blue >.<

Do you have glasses // contacts? glasses...not need all the time..just for stuff in class and far away things

Do you want color contacts? yes

Do you think your attractive? not at all

Do other people think your attractive? from what ive been told...but theyre idiots anyways

If your a girl do you wear make up? // If your a guy, does it bother you when girls pile on make up?  yes, i wear makeup, but not caked on. makes my face feel icky

What color looks best on you? i dunno..

Your Social Life..

What group are you in at school? im not in one

How did you get into that clique? ^

Is there a group you wish you were in?  no..i dont put everyone in groups

Is there a clique your clique hates? ^

What do you normally do on the weekends?  hang out with friends..go to the mall of course

What do you normally do on school nights? hang out with mike, jimmy, and byron

Do you go on single dates // group dates? i dont really go on any dates

What would you do for a first date? i dont know.

Do you go to parties? no

What is your "Label"?  ..nicole

You Wish..

If you had three wish's what would they be? to live in ireland, have great friends/family, have a love that makes me happy

Why would they be your wishs? just cause

If you could give your best friend anything, what would it be? i dunno..i'd try to give her anything she wants

Why would you give them that? cause i love her dearly

What is your "Dream House"? a castle in ireland w/DDR in it, a tire swing, a big porch, and a pretty view

What is your "Dream Car"? i dunno..something either black or purple

What is your "Dream Life"? i dunno..just as long as im happy

What charateristics would your Perfect GF\wife // BF\Husband have?  im not sure

What would they look like? i dunno..

Where would you live? Ireland

Love

What characteristics do you look for in a GF // BF? once again...not sure

Apperance wise, what are you attracted to? i dunno....there a big variety

How long was your longest relationship? -shrug-

Who was it with? ^

Why do you think it lasted that long? ^

Why did you guys break up? [[if you didnt break up skip this question!]]  ^

Who was your favorite GF // BF? Vixen/Vance

Why were they your favorite? something special...

Whats the nicest thing the opposite sex has done // said to you?  i dont know.


<3 Love Survey! <3

First's

First Crush: Taylor [daycare]

First Boyfriend: Keith Lewis -_-

First Kiss: i dunt remember

First Make-out session: Vance...[we got pushed into a radio]

First Heartbreak:  Vance

First dumping: Keith [mutual]...long story though...kinda funny in a way

First time YOU got dumped: ^

First time you felt like the luckiest girl in the world: i dunno..well once time was July 4th sitting w/britt watching fireworks and having a picnic =) it was awsome

 

Random:

Have you ever been cheated on?: i think once

Have you ever cheated on your special someone?: no

Have you ever been the person someone cheats with?: yeah

What do you consider cheating?: kissing another person & more

Have you ever flirted with another boy when you have a boyfriend?: no

 

boys:

green/blue eyes or brown eyes?: brown eyes<3

long/short hair?: either

Muscles or no?: eh...not BIG muscles...but muscles

Tan or not?: doesn’t matter

brunette or blonde?: brunette

Do you think its cute when a boy opens a door for you?: yes

When he cries?: yes

When he carries your books?: never had a boy carry my books :(

When he lets you wear his sweatshirt?: yes ^.^

When he admits he liked to cuddle?: sure..

When he tells you he loves you but you just "like" him: no

 

Last

Last boyfriend: no comment.

Last hug: tyler =(

Last kiss: kenneth

Last phone call: britt

Last time your heart was broken?: i dunno

Are you in love?: just an old old love. but not really in love

Do you have a crush?: yes

Do you want to be in love?: not really


Sunday, March 27, 2005

Happy Easter

I got one of my favorite movies! SINGIN IN THE RAIN!  and it came w/The Music Man
I've fallen in love w/classic movies.

I got a lot of candy too...which i didn't want >.<

 

Went to my grandmothers w/Jimmy-Poo...hopefully sooner or later i'll get to see Britt <3

PS:: from my grandmother i got the book Elektra <3 [Jennifer Garner on the front], another series book from The Child Called It, a Piiano love songs CD, and a Celine Dion CD [a new day has come]   So essited


Saturday, March 12, 2005

I miss my boyfriend & megan.

All weekend w/out megan and DDR  How am i going to live.



TOMORROWS BRITTS BIRRRTHDAY! everyone get her something great  <3



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